Stability is Weird

After being mentally unstable for so long, spending years doing therapy and finding the right medications and praying with my whole heart to be better, I have finally found stability.

The progress I’ve made in my mental health and my relationship with God over the past few months has been incredible.

I haven’t had suicidal thoughts in 2 whole months which is a massive win and I praise God for helping and guiding me towards the right path, the right therapist and the right friends.

Daisies symbolise grounding and stability!

Even though it’s the most amazing change it’s almost a strange feeling because having a sound mind has been so foreign to me so now that I have stability it’s like I have so much more free space, I now have room for joy, peace and happiness.

I also spend so much less time sitting in dark thoughts, dark memories and a whole lot less time feeling depressed and anxious. I feel like I have so much more free time now, which means I can use my time doing more important things like be more present with my family.

When I do have a split second of depression trying to creep in I remember that it’s not from God and I’m reminded to go spend time with Him. Having this perspective has changed so much for me. Turning to God and His word right when any bad thought creeps in leads you to His peace which overcomes any anxiety or depression. God comes against all things that are not from Him.

“God is our refuge and strength, always ready to help in times of trouble.”‭‭Psalms‬ ‭46‬:‭1‬ ‭NLT‬‬

God has always pulled me out of trouble, sometimes not instantly but in His perfect timing. He guided me out of abusive situations, He has lead me out of depression and suicidal ideation.

There is nothing God can’t do!